Defeat is only momentary. Can’t believe how hard this is right now. But it won’t last long. I always win. Because I have it in me to win. Least I got my Bug to keep me company while I fight this all night long without any sleep. This will be night #2. #chevy #chevypuppy #amputee #doubleamputee #amputeelife #amputeeproblems #nervepain #thestruggleisreal #beautiful #staybeautiful

Defeat is only momentary. Can’t believe how hard this is right now. But it won’t last long. I always win. Because I have it in me to win. Least I got my Bug to keep me company while I fight this all night long without any sleep. This will be night #2. #chevy #chevypuppy #amputee #doubleamputee #amputeelife #amputeeproblems #nervepain #thestruggleisreal #beautiful #staybeautiful

sssqueaky
sssqueaky:

My #wcw is my fucking self. Because I went from one thing to another. Because I’ve gone through hell and back again. Because I have accomplished more than any of you could in one year. Because I beat the odds. I used to dance competitively, teach gymnastics, model, walk in 6 inch heels better than anyone I’ve ever seen, and I was a good citizen. Then, I had an accident. And I had a -1% chance to live. And instead of giving up, I fought. I became a better citizen. I told my doctor I was tougher than him. I got off kidney dialysis when that’s something I should be on for the rest of my life. I lost both my legs. I lost two organs. I still have my stomach cut open over a foot long and five inches wide. I get judged everywhere I go with one look. I deal with something that takes a fucking strong soul and an impenetrable heart. I lost a huge piece of myself that day that I will never get back. But most importantly, I’ve gained strength. Strength that doesn’t come from lifting weights or small learning experiences. Strength that doesn’t even come after losing someone. But instead of giving up, I had a great support system to help me believe that I can do this. I struggle every day. I struggle every moment. And I will struggle for the rest of my life. This is the card that I was dealt. Nothing I asked for or deserved. Now I’m prepared for this lifetime that is unfair, in life I fight from the bottom to the top. In this life I had to fight for all that I got, it hurts but I still won’t stop, til my casket drops. #fuckyou #amputee #doubleamputee #hipamputee #hipdisarticulation #amputeelife #amputeeproblems #prosthetic #prosthetics #etownconcrete #struggle #iwillwin #dontjudgeme #insteadjudgeyourself #whathaveyoudone? #illmakeitoutalive #imadeitoutalive #sssqueaky #beautiful #staybeautiful

sssqueaky:

My #wcw is my fucking self. Because I went from one thing to another. Because I’ve gone through hell and back again. Because I have accomplished more than any of you could in one year. Because I beat the odds. I used to dance competitively, teach gymnastics, model, walk in 6 inch heels better than anyone I’ve ever seen, and I was a good citizen. Then, I had an accident. And I had a -1% chance to live. And instead of giving up, I fought. I became a better citizen. I told my doctor I was tougher than him. I got off kidney dialysis when that’s something I should be on for the rest of my life. I lost both my legs. I lost two organs. I still have my stomach cut open over a foot long and five inches wide. I get judged everywhere I go with one look. I deal with something that takes a fucking strong soul and an impenetrable heart. I lost a huge piece of myself that day that I will never get back. But most importantly, I’ve gained strength. Strength that doesn’t come from lifting weights or small learning experiences. Strength that doesn’t even come after losing someone. But instead of giving up, I had a great support system to help me believe that I can do this. I struggle every day. I struggle every moment. And I will struggle for the rest of my life. This is the card that I was dealt. Nothing I asked for or deserved. Now I’m prepared for this lifetime that is unfair, in life I fight from the bottom to the top. In this life I had to fight for all that I got, it hurts but I still won’t stop, til my casket drops. #fuckyou #amputee #doubleamputee #hipamputee #hipdisarticulation #amputeelife #amputeeproblems #prosthetic #prosthetics #etownconcrete #struggle #iwillwin #dontjudgeme #insteadjudgeyourself #whathaveyoudone? #illmakeitoutalive #imadeitoutalive #sssqueaky #beautiful #staybeautiful